Wednesday, March 09, 2005

This week by far has been the most eventful week of my life. So many things happened without me actually grasping the full gist of it. Suddenly, I felt the changes in me, it’s like a tornado whipping in its full fury past me and I tell myself that nothing has changed but only to realize later that I’m deceiving myself. Somehow, my words seem to have taken weight and talk looks to be more heavy than cheap. Been pulling people down when I go shooting off at the mouth. Where I thought it would be harmless gibberish, I thought wrong apparently. From this day on, I better keep myself in check.

Breaking has been inspiring for me. Although I haven got much improvement from all the training, I surprised myself when I kept pushing myself to practice. I even felt guilty whenever I sat down when I wasn’t that tired yet. The determination to get my flares is really getting the better of me. So I must persevere.

There is this London community Gospel Choir that is performing at Esplanade this 15 march. I have heard them sing before, and they really sound beautiful. But I’m pondering if I should get anyone to go with me. The truth is I’ll rather be alone listening to them sing. But sitting there alone seems a little too weird. Knowing me, think I’m going to go for the concert alone in the end. It’s been some time since I spend some quality time alone.

Went to Malaysia the other day for servicing. Kazumi is super illegal according to Singapore traffic laws, but she’s faster than ever, which makes me beam with pride. Ordered a other quality part for her which is coming from japan in another week or so, cant wait till it comes, but of course I will have to make another trip to Malaysia again.

Hazrul loaned me his hamster, hitam to me for a week or so. He’s really a cute fella whenever he sits in your palm and sniffs around. Been brushing his fur and giving him sand baths, so his coat is shining and soft. But now that hazrul has shown me his gerbils, I have this urge to get the other one that we saw at serangoon the other day, I just hope that it will still be there this sat when I make another trip down. My other white faced robos are on sale now, I just sold two of my cutest babies, kinda sad, but I’m pretty sure that they are in good hands. Anyone wants white faced robos can contact me ok.

This sat, floorskills coming again. This is the third one already. Time flies so fast. This year, I must join suntec dance comp. it’s a promise. With flares hopefully. Then at least with or without winning, I can tell myself that I have had made an effort and not breakdance for nothing. Flares are getting better. MUST DO BETTER~
gilbert at 4:38 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}